Monday, February 04, 2008

Help help help, oh please do.

I didnt sleep last night.
I spent most of the time watching Grey's Anatomy.

And this morning on the way home I realized something...

I fucking SUCK at being a girlfriend.
I can love someone with all my heart (and more), and think theyre perfect...
But as soon as I think too much...
I think about what everyone else will say.
And it drives me mad.
And I cant breathe.
I cant think.
I cant move...

I want to just throw up and pass out.
And be single forever.
But I love to be loved...

Dear god, someone, please..
Help me sort out my mind.
I need help.
I dont know what to do.

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