>.>

My 10 year old brother just threw the truth in my face, and I really dont want to believe it. I dont want to forget, I dont want to realize it actually is pointless... I just wanna stay in this perpetual happiness.

Im in love, and Im loved.
I refuse to lose that.

Gah, another one bites the fecking dust.

My day.

1 - I spent 2 hours working on something my stepmom hated.
Yeah, party invites arent easy, and she wasnt like "Eww." But she was like like "Hah, cool..."

2 - My brother threw a car at my cats head... o_O
And he totally didnt care.
And I told my mom, and all she said was "Wow, good aim."
HONESTLY. ITS MY FUCKING CAT!

3 - My dad totally blew me off for dinner.
Because his stupid friends are more important than the daughter he hasnt seen in weeks.
Go figure.

4 - Everyone is like, coming to me with their stupid "Omg, I dont have pink shoes" issues.
I mean, yeah, I care, but really? I have my own issues, thanks.

5 - Giselle completely destroyed everything.
Everyone hates me, her, and is in a pissy mood. Oh joy.

6 - I honestly dont think Cliff believes anything I say...
If someone could tell me why the fuck Id be lying, id love to know.
I mean, is it really that hard for someone to comprehend? Christ.

7 - My mommy and i had this huge fight about where we would eat
Cause she wanted fast food, i wanted to be healthy for once.. Oh my.

8 - They completely destroyed an old favorite restraunt of ours, ruining the atmosphere..
Too loud, too white, and not sinister enough.

9 - It took like, half an hour to get a glass of water.
Okay, so yeah they were having a confrontation, but really.
How hard is it to put ice and some water in a glass...?

10 - The food sucked ASS.
Pretty much.. I mean, the fries were nasty, the fish tasted like cake...
God.

11 - The waitress totally hated us, and was like "ZOMG U R INSANEEE"
We politely told her the fries were shit, and she was like ".... Whatever."

12 - My mom had to YELL about what she hated, and flipped out when I told her to shush.
I mean yeah, it sucked, but REALLY. THERE ARE OTHER PEOPLE EATING.
Who the hell wants their dining expierince ruined when its perfectly fine?!

13 - We decided to get icecream, and there was this huuuuuuuge whore in there that was like "Omfg, just cause it tastes good isnt good enough" and she had like, makeup down to her chin.
She just pissed me off, so I stormed out. Just left. Take that, bitch.

14 - My mom snapped at me not to embarass her.
Bahhhhhhhh. Crazy.

15 - And it all ended with "SINCE YOU DIDNT WANT FAST FOOD, CAUSE YOU WANNA BE /HEALTHY/, THIS IS ALL YOUR FAULT."
Har har har. Makes perfect sense, huh?


Well, whatever the case... Nothing good has happened today except Ellen letting me harass her. :P
Gotta love Ellen.
I dont know, maybe Ill stay up all night and research for the pirate party, draw some pictures...
Im just not in the mood to live. :/

Blah.

Today was interesting.

I got confused as hell, found out some.. interesting things, exhausted myself, and finally lost a friend.
One that Im better off without.

You know..
i think this might be one of those people i /will/ actually love forever.
i could never imagine myself hating them.
Ever.

And, you crazy bitch, if you /dare/ shove your ass in my life again, Ill personally come and blow your fucking brains out.
All you do is fuck things up.
I hereby refuse to ever talk to your ass again.
take that.
BITCH.

I can't feel my senses
I just feel the cold
All colours seem to fade away
I can't reach my soul

I would stop running
If I knew there was a chance
It tears me apart to sacrifice it all
But I'm forced to let go

Tell me I'm frozen
But what can I do?
Can't tell the reasons
I did it for you

When lies turn into truth
I sacrifice for you
You say that I am frozen
But what can I do?

I can feel your sorrow
(I sacrifice)
You won't forgive me
(...)
But I know you'll be alright
(...)
It tears me apart that you will never know
But I have to let go

Tell me I'm frozen
But what can I do?
Can't tell the reasons
I did it for you

When lies turn into truth
I sacrifice for you
You say that I am frozen
But what can I do?

Everything will slip away
Shattered pieces will remain
When memories fade into emptiness
Only time will tell its tale
If it all has been in vain

I can't feel my senses
I just feel the cold

Frozen
But what can I do?
Frozen

Tell me I'm frozen
But what can I do?
Can't tell the reasons
I did it for you

When lies turn into truth
I sacrifice for you
You say that I am frozen

Frozen
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JizBVv-J5_0

Scooby Dooby Doo.

we got everybody singing [ w h o a ] xx says:
Anyone said that to you? Haha.
we got everybody singing [ w h o a ] xx says:
Like has anybody been all, "Alyssa, you have nice, shiny boobs."

[greenie] I think itd be cool to have a pet fuck...
[greenie] ...
[greenie] **Duck
[greenie] >.>
[greenie] Fecking keys.
[whiterider] Not decking keys?

Anyway.. Now that I have enlightened you with the most recent happenings of my conversations, heLLO.
I always seem to get hounded into posting, but you know, thats quite alright.
Without that, Im sure youd never see me, everrrr.

FIESTA

yeah. It sucked, like always.
My cousin was pissed, cause the first thing i said to her :
"Woah! courtney! Youve gotten too tall! But you still have no boobs."
Im an angel, I know...

I couldnt ride in the parade cause i got sick, and I ended up being eaten by spiders for my troubles...
Yay?
But, some dude got me an oyster shooter.
Was very.. spicy.
:D

You know when you dont know what to say, its really hard to write a fracking post.
anyways.
Gizzy and i may or may not have raped Silas yesterday, its all up to you and your vivid imagination...

OH. I had one hell of an imagination.
Sheep bits.
mmmmm.
I blame.. emo music. :/

Lets see, what has happened odd today...?
- A certain cardboard cutout.. Now thats just odd...
- I won the slut contest. :D
- My boobs are "shiny"?
- I put on 7 inch heels in an attempt to look like a hooker, and couldnt walk.
- Decided Ill never be a hooker. xD
- Went to church.. o_O
- And some freaky dude wouldnt leave me alone while I was trying to watch Scooby Doo. BASTARD.

:P

"I hope we dont fall in a trap!"
"Dont be silly Velma, that only happens to meeee--" -falls in trap-
".. Yepp."

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