.. Im Your Huckleberry.

Listening To : Bitter For Sweet - Blaqk Audio
Drinking : Hot buttered rum
Activity(s) : Sitting being bored, reading old roleplays

So Im slightly tipsy.
And have a headache.
Meh.

Ah well.
Anyway.

My room is still clean. o.O
Since I partway cleaned it, it hasnt gotten messy again.

And the hole in my knee is.. Better-ish.
Still creepy.
And still a hole.

And typing is harddddd.

We watched Tombstone tonight...
I love Doc.
Hes amazinggg. <3
Just saying. :]

I spent hours and hours in photoshop today.
But.
It makes me mad how people think Im lame for liking sims...
Bitches.
It gives me something to do. x.x
And yeah. I was really, really proud of the thing I worked on for everrr.
Im not anymore, but I WAS.

Valentine's

Listening To : I Will Find You - Enya
Drinking : Water
Activity(s) : Playing with Simfinity, trying to get a magazine page done in photoshop, bugging people on msn

Okaaaaay.
Lets do this thingy.

Valentines Day.
Even when Im not single.
I hate it.
So much. xD

Although this yeaaarrrrr...
Well let me start from the beginning.

I got hardly any sleep, cause I was nervous as fuck. (You would have been too, dont judge me.)
So on the 14th I was cleaning and sleeping and wasting time, of courseee.
And my little brother and I decided to run down the driveway.
And I fell.
And completely destroyed my knee(s), feet, hands, and hips. Yay.
So I was in pain. Still am.
I nearly passed out, actually. It was trippy.

So anyway.
The cute boy got here -right- after I finished washing blood off myself. xD
And he brought me irises.
And chocolate.
Which I still need to eat... xD

And...
Hes nice and warm to cuddle up to. <3>

Oooh, shopping!

Listening To : Famous Last Words - MCR
Eating : Brown sugar and butter.. In a cup.. YEAH.
Drinking : Water.
Present Activity(s) : Talking on SF, playing on msn, hoping my computer doesnt die again. xD

Okay. So. You can tell a lot about people by reading their shopping list, or looking in their cart.
For example.
Here's our shopping list.
(Kudos if you can tell which parts are inspired by me.)

- Bottled water
- Brown sugar
- Granulated sugar
- Powdered sugar
- Teriyaki sauce
- Hot Cheetos
- Acai juice
- Butter
- Peanut butter
- Garlic
- Black pepper
- English muffins
- Mayonnaise
- Buttermilk
- Cinnamon Toast Crunch

And I think thats all we have right now, haha.
But yeah.
<3
Food.
Does that make you want to stay with us? xD

(Answers : My influences are; water, cheetos, sugar, acai juice, and english muffins. I absolutely HATE buttermilk, btw.)

Anyway.
I hate immature people. x.x

Help help help, oh please do.

I didnt sleep last night.
I spent most of the time watching Grey's Anatomy.

And this morning on the way home I realized something...

I fucking SUCK at being a girlfriend.
I can love someone with all my heart (and more), and think theyre perfect...
But as soon as I think too much...
I think about what everyone else will say.
And it drives me mad.
And I cant breathe.
I cant think.
I cant move...

I want to just throw up and pass out.
And be single forever.
But I love to be loved...

Dear god, someone, please..
Help me sort out my mind.
I need help.
I dont know what to do.

Well, shoooot.

Listening To : Milkshake - Goodnight Nurse
Eating : Hot Cheetos.
Drinking : Acai juice.
Current Activity(s) : Talking on msn, Facebooking, reading HP fanfics.

(Nifty little intro, dontchya think? ^-^)

I have made an official decision.
I am going to cease trying to be affectionate, in hopes a nuclear war will not ensue.
-sigh-
Everyone always misunderstands me, bastards...
I mean.. Honestly.
If I try and prove to people I care about them, everyones like "Ooh, Im better than you!" "Ooh, why am I not on the listtt!?" "Who the hell is that? Why are they important!?"
-sigh-
It just makes life waaay to complicated, you know?
Not that I have anything against misunderstandings..
I just feel really guilty.
Its like.. What I do.

And now my juice is gone.
For the record, acai juice is the ONLY kind of juice I actually like.
Tis delicious.
And sooo good for me, too. ^-^;

Anywho. Since I stayed up till 7 in the morning (though Im not complaining, it was fun..), I didnt wake up till like.. 5.
I sleep a lot. xD
So now Im praying I wont be up all night..
That'd suck.
xD

I wanna write a story though..
Or roleplay..
Or SOMETHING.
x.x

Ill have a heated driveway, please.

So yeah.
Its like, nearly 7am, and Im sitting here looking at expensive houses and nifty interior design...
Like this.Yeaaah.
I think it would suck to fall off those stairs into the water, though.
Can you imagine, in the dark, at night? Gah.

Hahaha. Blake and I are -so- bored.

And its really cold.. Im starting to wonder if my window is secretly open. xD
So as I sit here and freaking shiver. x.x
Dude. I so wish i was tired.
I really need to sleep, you know...
Gah.
Darn it.

Alyssa loses.

And Im -still- failing with the whole school thing.
Total suckage.