{- Penguinis -}: I hate myself and I want to die. :]

Isnt that nice? DDDD:

Im tired of being sick.
My friends fail at life.
Im miserable.

Bah.

Ill add more.. Later. :[

{- Myself, Explained -}

I am Alyssa Mae { squee, greenie, sparky, occupied japan, sasa, etc }.
I am eighteen { eighteen! it's a miracle! } years old, and live in beautiful Santa Barbara, California. You should be jealous; its perfect.
& Sometimes I just can't wait to leave.

I can be pretty darn amazing, sometimes. ;D
I like to be hyper, and do stupid things. Like go on magical walking adventures all over town, and sing [horribly], and dance, and knit. How crazy is THAT. I even have a knitting blog. Amazing.
{ i can also be totally lame and boring and awful, but that's an entirely different ball of wax }

I have an immense capacity for love, and I, well, love it.
I have a splendid boyfriend, splendid friends, and a pretty splendid family -- most of the time.
I love them all, and their being in my life makes it that much sunnier.

I can act like a huge bitch sometimes { if you have it coming, you have it coming }, but I can also be the sweetest, most caring person you'll ever meet.
And despite what I may say, I love you all. ^^

{- Penguinis -}

Tuesday, November 13, 2007

I hate myself and I want to die. :]

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