Kitties!

Lookit!!!!!
Glowing kitties!!!!!!!!!

I totally want one.

The best song ever.

Good Charlotte - Misery

Take a look around
Don't you see it
See that you are the only real face in the room
No one here has a clue what your feelin'
Don't feel bad
Keep your sadness alive

Look at all these happy people
Living their lives
Look at all these plastic people
There's nothing inside
Look at all these shallow people
Telling their lies
Look at all these empty people, people

Don’t you know
That misery loves company
Yeah I heard
That misery was looking for me
Happiness, is a face that don't look good on me
Yeah I heard
That misery comes looking for me
Whoa, misery's my company
Whoa, misery is looking for me

Looking for me
The hands are up now
Everybody singing
Everybody’s movin’
They've programe their feelings
their synchronizin'
And criticizin'
Don't feel bad
Keep your sadness alive

Look at all these happy people
Living their lives
Look at all these plastic people
They're dying inside
Look at all these shallow people
Telling their lies
Look at all these empty people, people

Don't you know
That misery loves company
Yeah I heard
That misery was looking for me
Happiness, is a face that don't look good on me
Yeah I heard
That misery comes looking for me
Whoa, misery's my company
Whoa, misery is looking for me

Don't you know this misery loves me
Don't you know this misery loves me
Don't you know this misery loves me
Don't you know this misery loves me
Loves me

So you're tired of runnin'
You're tired of hurting
You're tired of living in their lie
You're tired of listening
You're tired of hurting
Keep your sadness alive, alive, alive

Don't you know
That misery loves company
Yeah I heard
That misery was looking for me
Happiness, is a face that don't look good on me
Yeah I heard
That misery comes looking for me

Don't you know
That misery loves company
Yeah I heard
Misery was looking for me
Happiness, is a face that don't look good on me
Yeah I heard
That misery comes looking for me

Whoa, misery's my company
Whoa, misery is looking for me

Doo doo doo.

Okay. So, Im listening to like, the best Enya song evah.
I Will Find You. <33
Its muchly pretty.

SO. Anyway.
My life is kinda, interesting. :p

Apparently I have to have /more/ medical tests...
And I might test out of highschool..
Go to college instead.
Which, since Im so scared of people.. Seems kinda silly.
But whatever.
It would be better than highschool, anyway.
Even though my friends...
Well, whatever.

I watched the third Pirates movie today...
It was stupid, but I totally laughed the whole time. :p
Fantastic.
"Right this way, Mrs. Fish."
And then the wedding....
"Do you take me as your husband?!" "I do!" "... Great!!"
Halfway through a massive swordfight with the fish people. xDD

Anyway.
Mater is complaining cause the guy she wanted to date and love and whatnot died...
Shes still not over that one.
:/
Poor mater.
Happened like, 4 years ago. D:

Ive been reading.. A lot.
5 books in the last 2 days.
And 6 in the last 4. :p

And now I cant wait for The Golden Compass to come out. <333
Sooooo excited.
Omg.
Omgomgomg.
You have no idea.
xD
I love that series.
My desktop is Lyra. :p
Bite me.

So anyway.
I think I might take a shower... Im bored. But.
I dont feel nice. D:

People piss me off.
Guys are bastards.
[This is in reference to my mother...]
Her 'boyfriend'... Well, Ill just say hes antisocial, against relationships, and possessive, all at once.
o.O

Alyssa, out.

"VOLDEMORTS NIPPLE!"
"Whaaaaaaaaaat?!"

ive officially gone insane.
officially, now.

im seeing fairies.
they dance and sing on my coffee table.
and they mock me.
and laugh.
and have scary faces.
and no matter where i go, they dont leave me alone.
halp.

and.
i love someone.
with all my heart.
and i think.
that he hates me.
cause.
im crazy.

not worthy to be loved, anyway.
not by anyone.
craaazyy.
fairies?

i need booze.
nao.
and we have none.
gah.

Why do i always have to think of a title..?

I randomly thought of something...

So once I was watching this movie, and they were gonna hang this guy. So, being evil bastards, they gave his daughter a gun, and said "If you can shoot the rope, your daddy will fall, and we wont kill him.", knowing shed miss.
And sure enough, she ended up killing her dad.

It was so sad.. You could tell he knew shed miss, cause she'd never fired a gun, and he was still telling her shed make it, that hed be okay...

Can you imagine...?
Ugh.
Just wanting to save your dad, and ending up killing him yourself.
So yeah, she ended rto grow up and shoot the shit out of them.
But still.

Im crying all over again. -rolls eyes-
I cry to much.

And.
Im a fucking moron.
Im going around hurting people for.. no reason, really.

I need to fucking think before I speak.
Even though I thought I did....

... My life. D:

What beauty.
False. False beauty.
Once a pretty face, marred by tears.
A red nose, swollen eyes.
Eyelashes wet, stuck into little clumps.
Its a cold night,
She pulls the blanket around her tighter.
Nothing.
Her body is chilled the bone, shaking with sobs.
What a terrible feeling.
Loss.
That places it perfectly.
Cold.
Cold.
Cold.
All she can think of is the cold,
Pulling at her skin.
A perfect sensation.
Better than pain.
Better than heat.
Better than nausea.
Cold.

Im not okay. :DDD

Okie dokie.

xD I love this song.
"Im not o-fucking-k."

Anyway.
Im hungry.
And theres no food for me to attempt to eat.
Even my ungodly collection of pudding is gone.
My brother ate it all. D:
Fat pig.

The other night.. Umm.. The 13th I think..
I wrote a super long blog post.
But its stuck on my other computer. D:
Id burn it to a disk, but that computer doesnt work that way!
Gah.
It was awesome.
Long.
Very long.
With lots of thoughts on things...
Lovely. :D

So, instead of enlightening you on what I write about at 11pm, Im eating babyfood, feeling sick and miserable.
Yay!

Oh. I went to the neurologist today.
He was a babe.
Totally.
PLUS.
Hes one of the best for like, hundreds of miles.
Ooooh wow.
He was so nice too. :D
Nice, cute, smart.. Probably rich... <33
[Im so shallow]

So.
Ummm..
What else.

Arch has a sister named Alyssa.
Thats so weird. o.O
Like.. Wtf.

And now my mother is annoying me.
While Im trying to listen to music.
And ignore her.
AND SHE WONT LET ME.
That ho.
Whats her problem. D:

By the way.
My ear wont stop hurting.
Its depressing. :p

I hate myself and I want to die. :]

Isnt that nice? DDDD:

Im tired of being sick.
My friends fail at life.
Im miserable.

Bah.

Ill add more.. Later. :[

Hungry peoples! Wee!

Okie dokie.
Not everyone is as lucky as you.
Sitting on your ass on a computer reading blogs..
Pfft.
Hell no.

So help out the hungry folks, while ENRICHING YOUR MIND.
Its a 2 for 1 deal!
Maybe hungry people /are/ better!

...
No.
They dont have CHIPS.
Heh.
Anyway.

www.freerice.com

Its all.. Vocabulary-tastic.
I stay at about level 33, and just donated 2000 grains.
What level can /you/ stay at...? How much rice can /you/ give?

[Yes, thats a challenge... Im trying to be motivational!]

Note : Its totally awesome. 10 grains for each right answer. Dooo it. :] Youll feel nice.
I just fed several small children.
That would have DIED.
Wouldn't you feel nice too?

Whooosh.

Story of my life :

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ROFL.

So anyway.
Im super sick.
Like actually /sick/.
I have a cough and everything.
Lucky me, yeah?

Yeah.
Oh joy of joys. -rolls eyes-

I might get to go to lunch with my daddy tomorrow and have super spicy Mongolian food.
Ooooh, Id be in heaven. :D
Its be good for me, too.

:D